Why is it that I get so sick?
I have been so dizzy, weak, confused.
I had a fever off and on last night.
I have been having contractions every 4-5 minutes.
I feel like my pelvis is so bloated and full still.
I have hardly been bleeding.
I passed some clots and tissue, but the bleeding has pretty much stopped and it's only been 3-4 days.
I would have gone into the ER last night, but I remembered I went through all this last time, so I decided to wait it out.
Today I am feeling achey in my pelvis, my lower back hurts, and I have waves of nausea that make me sure I am going to throw up, but I never do. I am not nearly as dizzy as I was yesterday. I actually bathed the kids and walked around the house a little without holding onto walls.
Last night we had a group meeting at our home during which I laid in bed wrapped up in a mound of blankets, shivering, distracting myself with documentaries.
There are theories that Elias was a twin and I miscarried his twin due to how all the things went down last miscarriage. I had little bleeding, I ended up pregnant again a few weeks later and was further along then was possible. Also in the ultrasound there were two sacs, one empty. Elias also was a week before his due date, but all the pediatricians said he looked like a two week overdue baby because of his nails and skin. I believe this to be true, although we may never really know.
This miscarriage is following suit though. It will be interesting to see if I end up pregnant again a few weeks from now.
Otherwise, today is my twin's birthday and we are going to try to take them out somewhere where I can sit down and the kids can play.
Four wonderful Years with my baby girls! Here are some recap photos:
|Hours before I delivered the girls.|
|Their first time home, sharing a bassinet together.|
|Swimming at Lake Elmo|
|First Family Photo|
|Sleeping in Mama's Bed|
|Ears Pierced for their First Birthday|
|Ahavah getting her hair straightened by Aunty Riah.|
|A style of their own.|
|Best Friends :)|
|Lovin' their Grandma|
I am so proud to be the mom of these wonderful little girls! They have grown so much in their knowledge and wisdom of the Lord Jesus Christ. I am thrilled to see their personalities develop more! Looking forward to another year watching my little babies become little women.